No one reads this anymore

Haven't posted most of this month. Not like it matters tho. Chem and his woman must be pretty busy. I heard from somebody that they have a little one of their own now. If its so, congratulations guys. :) I haven't heard from any of the rest of my old readers in a veeeerry long time. Joey is doing fair in school. He has his good days and his bad days. Same thing with my relationship. But all life is like that. There are ups and downs all the time. How you handle them is what truly makes a difference.

I moved

The biggest change that has gone on over the last few months is pretty easy to see. I now live in Adelanto California. I moved out west in July. Joey started school here a few weeks ago, and hes taking some time to settle in. I'm confident that he will do well once he gets used to the new class. I'm working part time, and still looking for more work. I love it out here in the desert. We have our own pool here, which is great. I do miss my home town at times, but I'm making friends and having fun out here. I've avoided going back to working in nursing homes. I loved the work, but I was getting seriously burnt out. I spent so much time taking care of people all day long at work. Then I was going home and taking care of my son and my ex husband at home. I needed a break. Don't get me wrong, I'd love to be working full time doing anything but nursing right now, but I must admit its kinda nice having so much time to myself right now. anyway! I know no one is going to read this anyway, so Im gonna cut this short.

I'M ALIIIIIIIVE!!!!!

Wow.. I didn't really think this blog still existed. So much has happened in the last few months. I don't really have time to go into it all right now, but I will. soon :)

Vacation!

I am so psyched. In less than a week, Joey and I are flying to california for almost two weeks. I was only going for a week, then I just kinda added on a few days here and there. I can't wait. I'm not sure what all we are going to do while in California, but one of my goals is to go see the ocean. If it were warmer I'd love to go swimming, but I doubt I'll get that lucky. I know at least part of the time I am there will be spent investigating the schools in the area. I am seriously considering moving to California. The only obstacle I haven't figured out yet is Joey's schooling. With his special needs, I have to be very picky about his schools. We'll see

Chems dead I think

Well, it seems like no one has come to read my post. Which doesnt really surprise me. At least I'm not as bad as Chem tho. He hasn't posted since July. O.O Is he still alive? I don't really think so. Lets just hope Jill sexed him to death or something so that he died a happy man.

omg...

Omg.. wow.. Has it really been that long since the last time I posted? Well I guess so. I'll keep it short and sweet. I closed on my house on the 7th of November, but didnt end up getting to start moving in till the beginning of December since I had no carpets at first. I'm no where near done unpacking. Christmas and New Years Eve were rather disappointing in 2006, but theres always the next year. I'm still working day shift at the nursing home. My son is doing well in school, making more progress every day. I'm still seeing my "internet boy" and I have plans to go to California for a week in March to see him. Thats pretty much the last few months in a nutshell. Now we get to see if anyone even reads this anymore.

Visit from a friend

I'm being very impatient this week. I want it to be Thursday. NOW! My guy from California is coming to visit me. Or "internet boy" as my coworkers are refering to him. Whats all that wrong with meeting someone online? I think sometimes it gives you a chance to get to know a persons inside before you worry about their outside. Ah well. My divorce isnt final yet, so i do feel kinda bad about all this, but Im determined to move on with my life. I had a long time before I left my husband to start dealing with all my feelings of anger and resentment over the failure of my marriage. I feel like I had already done my grieving for the loss of the life I had imagined for my family. My ex, on the other hand has not had that time. I need to remind myself to be more patient and understanding with him.