Why is it that some people's road of life is so twisted? Some people have the benefit of a nice straight road. Not me. Every time I turn around I am faced with some new and challenging problem that could very well change the direction of my entire life. When I was younger, I always thought that after high school I would go to college, get a good job, eventually marry and settle down with 2 or 3 kids. Look at where I am now. I'm 25 years old, with no real college education. I'm working a decent job, but its not at all what I thought I would do. I'm getting a divorce, and I have a son who is going to be 7 or 8 at the youngest before I can give him any siblings. And thats only if I even
have more kids. I've been shown time and time again how unpredictable life can be, but for some reason, it never ceases to amaze me. Above all else, there is one thing that suprises me more than anything else. I seem to have an uncanny ability to find love. The ending of each of my serious relationships has been.... disastrous to say the least. But each time, I pick myself up and find myself falling in love with someone new. I feel rather guilty about it since my divorce isn't even final, but its happened again. When I decided to divorce my husband, I figured I'd buy a house, pick up some college courses, and in general move on with my life. Now everything is up in the air again. A lot of that has to do with the fact that my current flame is from California. Do I want to move there? Does he want to move here? Or should we meet somewhere in the middle? So many questions that I don't have answers for. I don't want to think it to death, but this is a BIG decision. I have plenty of time to think about it. I'm not moving anywhere until next summer at the earliest. I do have my son to think about. I'm not pulling him out of school in the middle of the school year. I guess my best bet here is to just give it some more time.